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Ok so this is actually pretty awkward.
As you can see, I haven’t been on the ol’ blog for a while, so this should really be called ‘Things I Figured Out This Year’ because, let’s be honest, that’s pretty much the extent of it.
I hope you’ll forgive me. I’m mainly here because I noticed my credit card got charged for this domain name and I was like. Ok. I should probably make it worth my hard-earned money. So I’m back!
And there’s so much to catch up on! I have no idea where to start, so I’m just going to get right into it…
- I moved out of home, which has been awesome, as I now live in a sweet house with a nice couple and a rad little French Bulldog.
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- Although that part actually sucked a bit as I moved out under really crappy circumstances. In fairness, I’d been there waaay too long so I probably got what I deserved in that sense, but it was still really stressful and hard.
- The next point might explain the previous point better….
- I learned about real heartbreak. Like, actual, awful, heart-wrenching, I-can’t-sleep-can’t-eat-can’t-function heartbreak. Not that ‘oh this relationship is coming to an end and it’s sad that it’s over and I’ll probably cry a little bit over what could have been, but I’m mostly ok’ heartbreak.
- What’s worse, it happened in actually the worst way possible. Long-long-loooong story short, I got back with my ex after 6-7 years. BIG mistake. But I didn’t think it was a mistake when we were planning our future and discussing IVF and talking about when I was going to move in and HEAPS of other big-deal things. The mistake came a few months later when he broke up with me in the most hurtful, hateful, awful way possible. That sucked.
- It sent me into a pretty massive downward spiral – I’m not going to lie, I was a pretty awful human to be around for a while there.
- But, things are LOOKING UP. I’m good now, I know – I know – that it was for the best. And actually this is the first time I’ve thought about it in a while and even then it feels like a distant memory.
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- I’m busy – crazy busy. It’s fun though. I have a job I really love in a company that respects and supports me. I spend lots of time walking, reading, cooking, eating, watching Teen Mom, drinking beer, and just generally being a better human than I was a few months ago.
- I’m off to Melbourne in two weeks to photograph. a. wedding. I know. I’m quite scared, but my friend assures me they’re totally low key and happy for me to just do whatever. Should be fun!
I probably shouldn’t say much more. Otherwise I’ll tell you everything and then I’ll go away for another 6 months. We don’t want that to happen, do we?!?
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